log 11/7/2025
Hi there, neocitizens. I guess it's the closest I've been to creating my little web-corner, thanks to the amazing petrapixel and their layout generator. Of course I wish to create my website from scratch but I'd rather not die of impatience. I also believe that tools like that are created for people to enjoy so why not use it? There's enough destructive perfectionism in my mentality already. Anyways, as much as I wish to code'n'create till the morning, I gotta log off cause I'm heading to the studio tomorrow. Signin papers, getting salary, adult stuff. Which is kinda nice, tbh.
Mood: 
log 11/8/2025
こんばんは ~ I totally lied about logging off earlier yesterday. Instead of getting good sleep I've tinkered my page and created a draft pic gallery (rn you can only see some of the shots I've made while being in Japan in spring last year). So in total I've slept for 4-5 hours at max? LOL But no worries! I still got up, pampered myself and went to the studios where I've signed the documents to recieve my salary for creating visual development and for moedling 10 3D characters for my current animated film. I hope to get the coins ASAP! Had a small chat with the producer assistant, she told me a bit of crazy stories. It was nice seeig her. Afterwards I've had a short stroll and went home where I've ordered burgers from an app. My dad picked me up to get them and we had a nice meal together with mom at their place afterwards. Honestly I ate sm that I've instantly went to sleep! But it was so good. There was this new chicken burger with churrasco and it tasted like painful heaven. I'm awake rn and I'll probably search for some cool new widgets for my site. Also I forgot to mention that I'm 90% done with the main musical theme for my current animated film, I only need to rework one part that kinda sounds like the theme for Pirates of the Caribbean movies LOL. Okay, time to do stuff before going to sleep. XOXO
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log 11/9/2025
I've just realised that my log dates are wrong since I am summing up the day after midnight (which makes it a day after it happened lol).. Anyways! Yesterday (now that's correct) was incredibly fun. I continue staying at my parents place and my sister payed a visit too! She brought special hay for my lovely guinea pigs and a box of delicious pastries. After that our family went to a hockey game (the team that I and my mom cheered for has won). For dinner we went to my favorite american diner and while waiting for the food we laughed a lot and I played my PSP. Moments like this are very special to me and make me feel like a child again. Today I have a lot of stuff to do but the rural november is too cozy for me to function properly. Gotta watch rigging tutorials and figure out how to change the model topology so it can bend correctly joint-wise.
Mood:
log 11/10/2025
It was a lazy and a bit restless day. All of my family beisdes me went for an outing with my nephews and their mom (so glad they had a good time tho) but I've stayed at home cause I have a lot of work I have to do before heading to St Petersburg this week. I'm still battling rigging and rn I figured out how to do it via auto rig pro addon although I still need to figure out how to make bendable joint. Currenly my character acts melted. Lord, send help LOL. Talked with my bestie on a call for 5 hours straight. She found a new job and I'm so happy for her!
Mood: BUT YELLOW. Ill change it later